Just Keep Swimming.

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I’m just going to leave because apparently no one gives a fuck about me anywhere so I might as well go join a hippie convent or some shit idek. I’d like to give a big fuck you to my dad for making me cry…

This literally sound perfect like why isn’t this a thing?

I don’t know but it should be shouldn’t it?
Hi my names Seren btw, nice to meet you x)

It really should and I am Kayla (:

oursecondlifeimagines:

anything-and-everything-s:

oursecondlifeimagines:

I’m just going to leave because apparently no one gives a fuck about me anywhere so I might as well go join a hippie convent or some shit idek. I’d like to give a big fuck you to my dad for making me cry…

This literally sound perfect like why isn’t this a thing?

Are you okay? Is everything okay? I don't like seeing people upset and I want to help, even though we may not know each other. I'm here to talk if you need a hand :)

So basically, no I’m not. I’m literally reliving my dad leaving me but this time I’m old enough to understand it all. He left when I was four with a woman, and he came back into my life ten ears later and we were building a great relationship but now he has a girlfriend and sees her everyday and he hasn’t seen me, called me, or texted me in almost three months! To top it off I have almost relapsed six times, I have a shit ton of things to do for college, I have no idea how I’m going to pay for anything of mine, and I have to hold my family together. It’s all too much.

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oursecondlifeimagines:

I’m just going to leave because apparently no one gives a fuck about me anywhere so I might as well go join a hippie convent or some shit idek. I’d like to give a big fuck you to my dad for making me cry again. This is the last time I cry over you motherfucker.

Let’s join the happy hippies together

Let’s do it. Or better yet let’s start our own hippie tribe or whatever they’re called.

I’m just going to leave because apparently no one gives a fuck about me anywhere so I might as well go join a hippie convent or some shit idek. I’d like to give a big fuck you to my dad for making me cry again. This is the last time I cry over you motherfucker.

How come chu didnt wish connor on ur blog 😓
Anonymous

I honestly didn’t have time…. I wished him and Jc both happy birthdays in twitter but i just didn’t even bother posting on here so I’m sorry. It’s been a crazy few days and ugh. I need a co-owner.

Hey, you've got a great blog. m really impressed, can I do a short interview of you on frankly.me

Sure that sounds awesome!

Exams are killing me 😥

What exams do you have and I’m sorry dear. They kill me too.

Do you watch criminal minds?
Anonymous

Yes I do 👏 literally one of my favorite shows 😍

Can I help with the imagines?
Anonymous

Sure! Kik me (kaylakobela) or text me (815-514-9615)

I cant talk to her parents about it because they are the reason shes doing this to herself. I talked to her today too. She tried to listen but then she just broke down. So i took her out for ice cream and we went to an amusement park. She was smiling by the end of the day. I made her promise she wont do it again. She didnt say she would stop but she said she would try. So im hoping that someday she stops completely. I told her about you and how you stopped harming yourself. Thanks 😊
Anonymous

You’re welcome darling and if you ever need more help, I’m here. No matter what 😊

I saw in your response to that other anon that you're nine months self harm free. I want you to know that I'm so proud of you for putting in the effort and getting the help you needed to get clean and stay clean. You're super awesome and I super duper proud of you
Anonymous

This literally just made my day so much better omfg I love you xx

Hey girl I just want somebody to talk to. Idk what is happening but im just crying for no reason whatsoever. I dont know why. Maybe its because of my friend. Shes burning herself. I tried to talk to her about it but she refused to listen. I dont know what to do. ive always been the person who tries to make everything okay. im not able to make her feel okay. I dont know what to do and its disturbing me. I just want to help her.
Anonymous

Wow. I’m sorry darling because I know how both of these positions feel. I do the same thing you do. I always try to make other people feel better. But, with your friend, I too used to burn myself. When cutting didn’t do the trick, I began to burn. When someone is at the point where they aren’t accepting anyone’s help with self harm then they need professional help. Try talking to someone close to them like their parents. I know that’s an awkward thing to do but you need to if you want your friend to get better. I’ll be here if she even wants to talk to someone who has gone through what she has and is now officially nine months self harm free. It’s a battle but she needs to know she has people that will fight it with her.

Sam Imagine for Rachel

I looked around the house I had spent a lot of my childhood in. Coming back to Cali was something I didn’t want to do, but my mom asked and I couldn’t say no to her. 

Being in the Pottorff’s home was weird. Sam and I hadn’t spoken for almost five years now. When I left with my dad, I told him to never call me and to stay out of my life for good. I disowned my oldest friend all because he started dating my bestfriend.  Looking back at it I realized how childish that truly was. 

My mom was talking up a storm with Sam’s mom and I awkwardly fidgeted in my seat. I played with the hem of my dress and heard the front door open. 

Multiple male voices started talking at once and I gulped nervously. First Kian walked in and he stopped as he stared at me almost unbelievingly. Next came a boy with curly brown hair, a tall guy with a random blonde streak, Trevor Moran whom I only knew from X Factor, a guy wearing a beanie, and then Sam. 

Mine and Sam’s eyes met and all I could see was pain and resentment. I had to turn away and began walking over to my mom when I was engulfed into a hug by Kian. 

“Rachel! I’ve missed you so much! Can you believe it’s been five years!? You look fantastic. Boys, this is Rachel, and Rachel this is Jc Caylen, Ricky Dillon, Trevor Moran, and Connor Franta. We decided to have a guys day since Trev is on a break from school and Connor is now living on his own so yeah.” 

I smiled at Kian’s rambling and said hello to each of the guys. Sam walked up the stairs to his room and muttered something about needing to change. I watched him walk up the stairs to his old room and I let out my sigh. 

It was so awkward being here. I slowly walked over to where my mom and Mrs. Pottorff were sitting and sat down. Before I could start a conversation, I heard the strumming of a guitar. I was confused and all the guys smirked as they pointed upstairs. 

“Stay for tonight If you want to I can show you What my dreams are made of, as I’m dreaming of your face I’ve been away for a long time Such a long time And I miss you there I can’t imagine being anywhere else I can’t imagine being anywhere else but here.” 

I heard the first part of the song as I walked up the stairs. Sam never sang in front of anyone. As I got closer, I listened to the first verse. 

“How the hell did you ever pick me Honestly, I could sing you a song But I don’t think words can express your beauty It’s singing to me How the hell did we end up like this? You bring out the beast in me I fell in love from the moment we kissed Since then we’ve been history.” 

The words were so true. Completely and utterly true. 

“They say that love is forever Your forever is all that I need Please stay as long as you need Can’t promise that things won’t be broken But I swear that I will never leave Please stay forever with me.” 

After he sang the chorus, I was in his room looking at him. He half smiled but continued to sing. 

“It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are What my dreams are made of Can’t fall asleep, can’t fall asleep I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night As I dream of you I’ll fall in love, you’ll fall in love It could mean everything, everything to me I can’t imagine being anywhere else.” 

This time I joined in with the chorus and he looked at me surprised. 

“They say that love is forever Your forever is all that I need please stay as long as you need Can’t promise that things won’t be broken But I swear that I will never leave Please stay forever with me.” 

He faded out and I sang the bridge. 

“The way that we are Is the reason I stay As long as you’re here with me I know we’ll be OK.” 

He sang that part over again, “The way that we are Is the reason I stay As long as you’re here with me I know we’ll be OK.” 

I joined him again for the chorus.”They say that love is forever Your forever is all that I need Please stay as long as you need Can’t promise that things won’t be broken But I swear that I will never leave Please stay forever with me.” 

The next part was weird because in the song there’s too separate lyric parts. I continued to sing the regular chorus as Sam sang the extra stuff. 

“(I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby) They say that love is forever Your forever is all that I need (I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl) Please stay as long as you need (I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby) Can’t promise that things won’t be broken But I swear that I will never leave (I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl) Please stay forever with me.” 

We finished up and all I could do was stare at him. He looked at me and I wrapped my arms around him before crying. Every god damn memory of us came rushing back. He grabbed my chin and brought our lips together. I softly kissed him and wrapped my arms around his neck. He moved me to were I was straddling him and he began kissing my neck. 

“I missed you Ray. I missed you so much.” 

I nodded my head and grabbed his face and brought our lips back together. 

“Sam, I missed you more than you’ll ever know and I’m so sorry I got jealous over something so stupid and ugh.” 

He rolled his eyes and kissed me again. 

“It’s okay, as long as I can finally call you mine.”

Sam Imagine for Rachel

I looked around the house I had spent a lot of my childhood in. Coming back to Cali was something I didn’t want to do, but my mom asked and I couldn’t say no to her. Being in the Pottorff’s home was weird. Sam and I hadn’t spoken for almost five years now. When I left with my dad, I told him to never call me and to stay out of my life for good. I disowned my oldest friend all because he started dating my bestfriend. Looking back at it I realized how childish that truly was. My mom was talking up a storm with Sam’s mom and I awkwardly fidgeted in my seat. I played with the hem of my dress and heard the front door open. Multiple male voices started talking at once and I gulped nervously. First Kian walked in and he stopped as he stared at me almost unbelievingly. Next came a boy with curly brown hair, a tall guy with a random blonde streak, Trevor Moran whom I only knew from X Factor, a guy wearing a beanie, and then Sam. Mine and Sam’s eyes met and all I could see was pain and resentment. I had to turn away and began walking over to my mom when I was engulfed into a hug by Kian. “Rachel! I’ve missed you so much! Can you believe it’s been five years!? You look fantastic. Boys, this is Rachel, and Rachel this is Jc Caylen, Ricky Dillon, Trevor Moran, and Connor Franta. We decided to have a guys day since Trev is on a break from school and Connor is now living on his own so yeah.” I smiled at Kian’s rambling and said hello to each of the guys. Sam walked up the stairs to his room and muttered something about needing to change. I watched him walk up the stairs to his old room and I let out my sigh. It was so awkward being here. I slowly walked over to where my mom and Mrs. Pottorff were sitting and sat down. Before I could start a conversation, I heard the strumming of a guitar. I was confused and all the guys smirked as they pointed upstairs. “Stay for tonight If you want to I can show you What my dreams are made of, as I’m dreaming of your face I’ve been away for a long time Such a long time And I miss you there I can’t imagine being anywhere else I can’t imagine being anywhere else but here.” I heard the first part of the song as I walked up the stairs. Sam never sang in front of anyone. As I got closer, I listened to the first verse. “How the hell did you ever pick me Honestly, I could sing you a song But I don’t think words can express your beauty It’s singing to me How the hell did we end up like this? You bring out the beast in me I fell in love from the moment we kissed Since then we’ve been history.” The words were so true. Completely and utterly true. “They say that love is forever Your forever is all that I need Please stay as long as you need Can’t promise that things won’t be broken But I swear that I will never leave Please stay forever with me.” After he sang the chorus, I was in his room looking at him. He half smiled but continued to sing. “It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are What my dreams are made of Can’t fall asleep, can’t fall asleep I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night As I dream of you I’ll fall in love, you’ll fall in love It could mean everything, everything to me I can’t imagine being anywhere else.” This time I joined in with the chorus and he looked at me surprised. “They say that love is forever Your forever is all that I need please stay as long as you need Can’t promise that things won’t be broken But I swear that I will never leave Please stay forever with me.” He faded out and I sang the bridge. “The way that we are Is the reason I stay As long as you’re here with me I know we’ll be OK.” He sang that part over again, “The way that we are Is the reason I stay As long as you’re here with me I know we’ll be OK.” I joined him again for the chorus.”They say that love is forever Your forever is all that I need Please stay as long as you need Can’t promise that things won’t be broken But I swear that I will never leave Please stay forever with me.” The next part was weird because in the song there’s too separate lyric parts. I continued to sing the regular chorus as Sam sang the extra stuff. “(I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby) They say that love is forever Your forever is all that I need (I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl) Please stay as long as you need (I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby) Can’t promise that things won’t be broken But I swear that I will never leave (I couldn’t love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl) Please stay forever with me.” We finished up and all I could do was stare at him. He looked at me and I wrapped my arms around him before crying. Every god damn memory of us came rushing back. He grabbed my chin and brought our lips together. I softly kissed him and wrapped my arms around his neck. He moved me to were I was straddling him and he began kissing my neck. “I missed you Ray. I missed you so much.” I nodded my head and grabbed his face and brought our lips back together. “Sam, I missed you more than you’ll ever know and I’m so sorry I got jealous over something so stupid and ugh.” He rolled his eyes and kissed me again. “It’s okay, as long as I can finally call you mine.”
Omg you and i have basically the same same career choice ! Ive always wanted to work for the FBI ! But i dont think i can ... Cuz im not sure they hire people from countries other than america and second my parent wont consent 😢
Anonymous

Well darling, you won’t know unless you try. I know the FBI has units that do have foreign operatives so you would be able to be a part of that. And honestly, if your parents don’t consent, don’t worry. Do what you want to do.